Sometimes I don't know what to do because many people say I am always angry. Once something gets me upset I feel angry for a long period of time. Sometimes I think I have anger issues but its just when I am upset i need time to cool off. I find it difficult to just get over things like most people because I don't like to pretend like everything is okay and that I am over something that is still bothering me.  I can never understand how people get upset and then just brush things off as if nothing has upset them. For me, I feel like if I was to do that i'd just be lying to myself.
Today was a very weird day for me. I woke up in a good mood but then was not in such a good mood a bit later because of certain things that occurred. My day got  a little better when I went o the Jerry Springer show. Being there lightened my mood and I enjoyed myself there. It was fun watching people make idiots of themselves. For some reason after that was over my mood went from happy, to not so happy, to nonchalant, to angry. Once my mood changes I really never want to change it because my mind is made up. As of right now me sitting here writing this my mood is still the same frame and I wish I could cheer up but there are a lot of things lingering in my mind. Maybe when I go to sleep and my dreams take my night away ill be able to wake up fresh and feel good about everything again.