Most of the time people ask me why I never talk about things or why i'm so closed out to the world. There are many reasons behind me not not sharing what goes on inside my head or how I feel. The very few times that I have taken the chance to ope up to someone they make me completely regret thinking they were going to keep my thoughts and feelings as if they were their own like i do. A lot of times when i try to talk to someone they take it as me complaining. I don't understand the fact of people telling me i need to open up just to not listen like they said they would or tell me I need to get over it. Many people say that its unhealthy to keep all your thoughts to yourself but I find its the best thing to do is keep it all inside because if there's no one else but you that knows on what's going on in your head then there.s nothing to worry about.
Im the type of person that holds grudges and if i'm not able to fix the problem when I try to it'll only make things worse. It'll make me keep thinking about it and make me want to bring it up and address the situation again until I get the result that I want. It really bothers me when a person doesn't care about the fact that i'm taking the the time out to address a situation.